A Meaningful Silence

I know from the very beginning that we are not for each other

I know that destiny just let us meet for some reason

I know that these feelings we had will never last forever

And I know from the very start that there will be no "Us" and will never be "Us"

I know it. I knew it.

But for somehow, I still let my guard down.

I let you enter my life when from the very start I know it will just hurt me more than what I’m expecting

For the last time, I trusted.

I let myself to fall for you which is not supposed to be.

I guarded my heart for a long time

Coz I don’t want to feel what I felt before

But what had happened? I am now deeply in love to the wrong person

I keep on falling in love with you every single day

I still keep on missing you despite of goodbyes that we shared

And I keep on caring for you all the way

But I think it’s enough

I've had enough on guessing the answers

I've had enough with the pain of thinking about you every single second of each day

I've had enough on missing you

I really wanted to keep you

But

I have enough and I’m tired

This ends here, nothing more, nothing less.

There were lots of unanswered questions left, but let's leave it as it is.

Let's just keep quiet for a while till we get used to it like we were used to talk for a long time.

You know what's really funny? We understood what we needed for now.

But I’m still grateful our paths crossed again with a different story from what we had.